Life's Journey

Today, I take another step on the path that God designed for me. The first 48 years of steps have not been easy but, He has always been there with me and brought me through each trial with His loving care.

Today, the journey continues. I have my OB/GYN appt to get the results of my tests that were run these past few weeks. I know that there is thickening of my endometrial wall and a cyst on my left ovary. Other than that, I know nothing.....and truthfully, I am scared.

It's funny how when you go through something as traumatic as kidneys failing and a kidney/pancreas transplant, along with 3 and 1/2 minutes not breathing and being brought back, you kind of have this thought that God won't allow anymore "stuff" to happen. I was that way when I was pregnant for the third time and had no children and that is what got me through those tough times.

So, for today, I am believing that God has a real purpose for me and for bringing me back to life that day five years ago. And, I am believing that He still has great things in store for me as a mom and a wife and a woman of Faith. So, I will not dwell on what could be but, rather, on what I have today, right now, this very moment. I have acquired, in my journey through life, an incredible wonderful husband who loves me more than I could ever imagine, two of the most beautiful children you would ever want to meet (and by beautiful I am talking inside and out) a great home, an awesome doggie who loves me and I am a member of a unbelieveable Church family who supports and encourages me always. (He has also blessed me with some pretty incredible sisters (those lovely ladies married to my sweet brothers). So, that is what I have and I am grateful for all of that. For what I don't know, meh!!